first there is one error. She is having a baby not just had one. I have been nothing but happy since yesterday morning. There is the suprise but nothing else has really changed except my attitude. I’m still drowing in debt and have no money but that doesnt seem to bother me at all anymore. At all. All that fear is gone.
“And the light dispels the darkness.”
I am Blessed and Highly Fortunate! It is my hope, that you are as well.
Cue: ~Rather Be ~
This was the song played on the most beautiful day of my life so far. My wedding song with Ex wife number 2. Spared no expense. If you could have seen her walk down that isle. I never have seen anything more beautiful in all my life except the day my daughter was born. But my life isnt over, yet! I have a long way to go. I couldn’t listen to this song for the last 4 years. And it came on the radio yesterday and I listened to the whole thing without crying for the first time since that day. I simply, sat in my car and smiled full of gratitude. Remembering what a wonderful experience it was to be soo in love and everything was so beautiful. So To honor that day, release it, and move forward into a new beautiful life. I chose it for this post.
Note to self: do not have a band named “clean bandit” play at the next wedding if there is one. A year later I was financially devastated. Wouldnt change a damn thing tho. That day was worth it. Hahahahahahahhah!